She was eighteen, clutching a canvas duffel that smelled faintly of wood smoke and stale coffee. The war had promised her a steady wage, food, and the hollow prestige of doing “her part.” In reality it gave her a uniform two sizes too big, a cot that scraped the same bare floor every night, and orders that came wrapped in euphemisms.

She never admitted what she had done. Bureaucracy rewarded the outcome—reports recorded a timely delivery, praise circulated, and lists were updated to reflect "improved logistics." In the weeks after, grateful medics passed her a thermos of tea and a whispered thanks that tasted like victory.

When the war finally unrolled into some uncertain peace, she left the uniform behind. People praised her for cleverness, or luck, or sheer grit; some called it sabotage, others called it a miracle. She thought of the lousy deal the recruiters had foisted on an eighteen-year-old—promises of honor and stability that became routines of cold cots and shadowed favors—and realized she had made her own bargain instead.