When Beanne was twenty-seven, she left her small coastal town for the city, where buildings were stacked like books that had forgotten their spines. There she took a job repairing vintage clothing for a boutique that smelled of lavender and old paper. Customers arrived with garments that had weathered too many seasons—sleeves chewed by time, collars surrendered to tea stains—and Beanne treated each piece with a careful reverence. She patched elbows as if tending to elbows of memory, sewed on buttons as if restoring eyes that once watched sunsets together.
Beanne Valerie Dela Cruz’s legacy was not a monument but a method: a way to meet fraying with hands that made things whole by showing the places where they had once been torn. The patched pieces were not hidden. They were celebrated—visible seams that invited conversation, repair, and the reckoning that sometimes, the most honest beauty is the one that refuses to pretend it was never broken. beanne valerie dela cruz patched
When Beanne died, a quilt was draped over her chest. The quilt was a patchwork of her own life—polka dots from the photograph, sari-silk from the satchel, denim from a pair of knees that climbed library stairs. On the last page of the diary, someone found a final note: “Patch what you can. Leave the rest as a trace.” The town kept the satchel, and the stitch lived on; not perfect, always deliberate, a little uneven, and therefore undeniably human. When Beanne was twenty-seven, she left her small
One rainy Thursday, a leather satchel appeared at her counter. The leather was cracked like a face after laughter, and the flap bore a faded stamp: D. Cruz. Inside lay a stack of folded papers tied with a brittle ribbon, a photograph softened at the edges of a woman in a polka-dotted blouse, and a small scrap of embroidered cloth. When Beanne lifted the scrap, her fingers recognized the tiny, stubborn stitch her grandmother had taught her. It was the same deliberate, uneven loop that refused to hide its imperfections—the family stitch. She patched elbows as if tending to elbows
Beanne could have mailed it. She could have let someone else deliver the old satchel back to the coast. Instead, she decided to stitch. She began to patch the satchel itself, approaching the work as her grandmother taught: not to hide the scars but to celebrate them. Into the seams she wove threads of sari-silk, cord from a childhood kite, and a strip of an old concert poster she’d kept because it smelled faintly of rain. Each addition was deliberate: a recall of laughter, a promise, a map back.
8. COMPUTER HARDWARE REQUIREMENTS
Windows systems only.
9. COMPUTER SOFTWARE REQUIREMENTS
Users must purchase and install the MCNP package so the Visual Editor has access to the cross sections. Included in this distribution are two material files based on PNNL-15870 Rev1. (stndrd.n and stndrd.p). The Visual Editor can read these files if they are in the same directory as input file or if they are placed in a VISED directory that is at the same level as the MCNP_DATA directory (i.e. c:\mcnp6\vised, if you installed mcnp6© in c:\mcnp6). All versions of the Visual Editor must have access to the DATAPATH for accessing the cross sections. You can either run the Visual Editor within the MCNP6© command prompt (just type the executable name) or define the DATAPATH environment variable for your computer (computer->properties->advanced system settings->environment variables). Details on how to do this can be found on the website here: http://www.mcnpvised.com/HelpAndSupport/HelpAndSupport.
10. REFERENCES
10.a included in distribution files and in P618pdf:
A. L. Schwarz, R. A. Schwarz, and A. R. Schwarz, MCNPX/6© Visual Editor Computer Code Manual (January 2018).
11. CONTENTS OF CODE PACKAGE
The package is transmitted on one CD with the reference cited above, the package includes the VisedX_25 executable, Visplot61_25 executable and manual.
12. DATE OF ABSTRACT
April 2018
KEYWORDS: MONTE CARLO; NEUTRON; GAMMA-RAY; INTERACTIVE